AHAHA apparently Behind The Sea sounds like My Chemical Romance >.< my sister rocks
ahh gotta love spending New Years with The Academy Is… aaaand… yourself.
How exciting! I figured, new year, new blog. Lets hope I don’t screw it up.
Since I’ll probably be busy tomorrow, I’ll go ahead and make my Goodbye 2008 blog. Here goes nothing. It’s probably going to be a long one!
A lot has happened to & around me in 2008 that has changed my life I think for the better. As hard as it is to sometimes feel that way, I think a lot of the bad has made me a better person. Last summer I had lost some family that I could have grown close to, but a lot held me back from it. I had discovered that I was being lied to most of my life & even problems that no one else could fix were also keeping me from getting close to them. But, now I know who is who and what is what and I think that’s made me a better person by not letting anyone get in the way of my wants and needs.
Even though I lost my chance with some, I’ve grown really close to others in my family, those who I thought I’d never really get to see again. My cousin was in a bad fight, was totally innocent, and was in a coma for awhile, he’s just starting to come out and I’ve never really gotten close to him (but that is changing). Even things like that have taught me a lot. To never let anyone step all over you and tell you that things are going to turn out a certain way. It can always change and those changes happen for a reason.
I’ve lost a lot of contact with some of my friends and feel like there’s nothing there anymore. I’ve gained friends that probably aren’t real friends. I feel that I have only 2 friends that still care and are honest with me. It’s really hard, but I can’t change people, and I won’t. Whatever floats their boat!
I feel salty now for going over 2008, I really hated this year. Probably the worst year of my life. I think I’m going to stop talking about it and just give a playlist for what my year was like.
2008= UPS & DOWNS
1. Accidents Can Happen- Sixx A.M.
2. Seed- The Academy Is…
3. 40 Steps- The Academy Is…
4. Straitjacket Feeling- The All-American Rejects
5. Watch Over You- Alter Bridge
6. Boston- Augustana
7. Bullets- Augustana
8. Ships In A Bottle- Butch Walker
9. Loser- Cute Is What We Aim For
10. How To Save A Life- The Fray
11. Worlds Away- From First To Last
12. Always All Ways (Apologies, Glances & Messed Up Chances)- Lostprophets
13. Everything I Ask For- The Maine
14. To Young To Fall In Love- Motley Crue
15. Why Cry- Panic Channel
16. Wolf In Sheeps Clothing- This Providence
17. Hello, Again- Tommy Lee
18. Stay Young- We The Kings
19. I Caught Myself- Paramore
20. Eyes On Fire- Blue Foundation
21. Full Moon- The Black Ghosts
one thing i wish i could fix. the heartbreak of a best friend.
she should be expecting her package soon, i hope she likes it =]
Patrick Martin Stumph is my hero upon all heroes. I dunno who this “Vaughn” guy is…
sure, let’s have our Bradenton homie showing pictures at nice, warm beaches in swim trunks while i’m knee deep in snow. well… i was anyway
success to over-obsessed sing listening… the lyrics are finally mine, for my head to keep!
I’M THE SINGER. no, not really. Topher Talley’s excuse, not mine. i’m just gonna sit here and be invisible.
Spin off of Classifieds by The Academy Is… and it’s really kind of bad
It’s lot 59
He’s got a lovely voice
He’s got that golden smile
His ego is exponential
The fan club comes with the territory
You’ll have to fight for his attention
Sports and girls are the first priority
Even if he picks you first
Don’t count on getting a chance
He’ll pick you up, then kick you to the curb
Just after first glance
The pain will be harsh
But it will soon fade
And you’ll wish that your purchase
Had never been made
Yet, you should hold into account
This man’s beautifully hidden intention
The fact that his secret life is honest
But something he’ll never mention
can’t resist this, can’t hold back… i always come back when i really shouldn’t. huh, Nate Novarro should get a twitter xD
never listen to a mix you’ve made for an ex-friend. very bad idea.
if home is where the heart is, then we’re all fucked? reminds me of something i said a while back…
never a huge fan of Tom Conrad… but pre-signed TAI is about to make me cry, they’re so good
between william beckett, pete wentz and gabe saporta… there’s no decent lines left to write
winter should not = rain. especially if it’s that cold outside. speedy recovery wishes to gabriel =]
i wish i was of age. i’d be all over angels and kings like white on rice tonight
monumental ridiculousness = Karen’s Christmas party. checkk the awesomeness.
wham, bam, a thank-you ma’am. wouldn’t it be awkward to write a story about someone… and then meet them? i think so…
not sure what i want to say. all i know is that it lacks hope right now.
can anyone tell me how to put twitter at the top of my page? i feel so incompetent… and so very lost.
word to the wise: don’t get your hopes up too high, down too low, or ensure yourself things are lovely. it’s asking for troubles in the seas.
found a new person on here. they suddenly made me feel incredibly uninspired. wonder how this will turn out…